Disappoint

Assalamualaikum.. Hi everyone, how are you. Im fine. Haha fine? Okay baik sangat even luaran je. K stop it. Lets talk about what I want to story today. Title? Why with the title? Okey aku mulakan dengan cerita tu. Why disappointed? Because it all about what I feel. Yess I feel disappointed. Act I dont want to story but aku tak mampu nak pendam semua nie. Berat sangat, serious aku tak mampu. No one know macam mana and bagaimana dengan keadaan aku sekarang. Its hurt. Aku tak tahu dari mana nak mulakan. Tapi aku rasa macam tak patut pula nak buka cerita pasal orang. K what I want to say, sekarang pintu hati aku macam dah tertutup untuk semua lelaki. Why? Sebabnya biar aku sorang jela yang tahu. Now, I want focus to study. Yess study first. After that, baru cinta. Eh? Have a meaning again ke? Hm whatever lah! Sekarang nie aku nak buat hal aku je. Bukan taknak tegur dia langsung or what. Tegur cuma aku taknak lah mengharap sangat. Nanti last last aku yang merana. Kan? Bak kata *Shah lepasni jangan cari dia and anggap je dia macam kawan yang lain. Okay I'll try my best! Thanks because give me support. To him : Now I only have you. Only you! Not other. And I dont know what was my fault. If I had a mistake, Im apologize. I need you right now. I miss old of you. I hope that you can be changed like before. And most importantly, I never tired to waiting for you. Make a decision who can make me happy please. Only you can make me smile and laugh. Even though of all disappoint, but I never give up to go ahead. Aku cuba untuk tidak membenci kau. I'll try. Daaaaaaaa.